I fought the fight and here I am.
I’m bleeding broken-human.
Gave it what I knew how
That’s not what it is now
So I’m leaving this heart here
And I’m going home.
I lay my sacrifices on the ground
The disappointments I have found
No more striving, pain or fear
My resting place now drawing near
God take my soul that you have known
I’m ready now I’m going home.
*tiny disclaimer…resting in God is what we’re commanded to do. Our home is where we lay it all out for Him to take control and He gives us peace. This is a supernatural comfort that I have known few times in my life-now and when I had given my baby for adoption. It is a grieving process that has to happen for me to let life and control go and let God work in me. Please don’t think this means I would take my life-that’s for God alone. He is the reason I live and carry on.